Ok since the last time I wrote ALOT has happened…. Mainly with the guy from the previous blog. A.k.a. Mr. Wonderful turned out to be Mr. lying, cheating, and only nice and sweet when he wanted to be kind of guy. Bad part about this is it took me 8 months to figure out all of his flaws. Man oh man we have been through it all. But in the end it all comes down to being in “Love”. What does that mean anyways? how can you “Love” someone who continues to hurt you over and over? I repeatedly ask myself this question all the time but as soon as he calls when least expected with something sweet I melt. Why is this? I know most people are sitting back reading and thinking “God is this girl an idiot?”. But you should not say this until you have walked in these very shoes. A lot of advice when it comes to “Love” is easier said than done! I have tried to walk away from this situation a couple of times, and while I’ am away I’am happy until the very second the phone rings. As soon as I decide to ignore him I feel like I can only ignore him for so long. As of today it has been 3 weeks since I have seen him. I have been doing very good and I’am currently trying to keep the relationship strictly as friends. This in itself is very hard because deep down I want to give in and run right over to him. So far so good though. I have not given into him, and I’ am determined to stay strong and stick to my word. I’am just not sure if in the end this will be a good thing or not. I want to tell myself that everything happens for a reason therefore my decision will work out for the better in the end. But is this truely the right attitude? This all falls back on the question What is Love??
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